Though the pain he has caused cuts like a knife leaving you with two halves of a whole, neither of which you want, you must forgive. The words he so gingerly spoke today reiterate both his denial of death and self hatred. I cannot fix what lies broken within him but perhaps my unconditional love and forgiveness can shed light upon his dark heart. I must apply what God teaches, understanding that we all have a story. I must not judge his character nor sit victim to his self hate.